Girl Under Pressure

Turn to me, he says
Take my hand, he prompts
Look me in the eyes, I'll hold you tight
He makes promises
Will he keep them?
Probably not
There's only one way to know
But to take that chance has a sure consequence
A broken heart
From the broken promise
A waterfall of tears
From the flood of lies
To trust is to give up
To give up is to break
To break hurts
Like constant daggers
Going through every piece
Of me.
He says he wants more
I know what he wants
I shouldn't give in but
I know it'll keep him
I'll be ok if he stays
If he leaves, who knows if I can handle
The pain
I keep going through it in my head
Give him what he wants
And he'll love you then
But what if it's not good enough
Make him wait
But then he'll go somewhere else
Someone else
Just the thought kills me
In my imagination everything's perfect
He's not asking for more
He really loves me
He cares about ME
He doesn't pressure, coax, prompt or
Make empty promises
Empty promises
What is he thinking now?
I don't see him looking?
Here he goes again
Promising
I hear him saying things
I know they're not real
I know it's not true
I know what he wants
If he doesn't get it
I'll be alone again
Touching my face now
Looking into my eyes
His eyes plead
Why is he torturing me?
I know what this means
I turn my face to the wall
Tomorrow I'll regret my decision
When I realize I was right
And I'm alone and he's gone
And he's getting what he wants
And I'm hurting because I trusted
Knowing this will all happen over again and again
Because I'm just a girl who dreams of
Being truly
LOVED.