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You are not real
Do not keep lying to me
I hate your words
I know you say the same beautiful things
To many others
At least another
Why do you torture me?
You know my weak heart
Beats faster when you say
I love you
WHY must you lie
PLEASE just stop telling me
Things I know are not real
I have never understood
Your reasons
Why you talk to me
Sometimes, anyways
We are far away
You pretend to care so much
Why?
I dream about you at night
Wait...that is not the same man
The one in my dream holds me tight
He loves me so much
He does not lie
To me
Or anyone
When he says I am the only one
He means it
I believe it
He is more real
Than you
And he is only a dream.

No but really it's fine
I don't need truth
I don't need love
I don't need the hope
Of having that stated above
Every girl loves the empty words
Every girls loves to hear
I love you
And know they are just
words
So maybe I should thank you
For fulfilling that need
And helping me know
What it is like to
Hurt
And what it is like to
Miss you
Love you
Care for you
And knowing that you care for me
and her
and her
and who else?
So is that really caring
That is not love.
Let me back up
You are going to begin
Shouting my faux pas
So I admit now
I do not know what love is
Or how to love fully
But I understand
What love is not.